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Its Raya Already...
Posted on Saturday, October 4, 2008


Assalamualaikum beloved family,

At first day of Raya, I manage to meet beloved mum and others as shown in the picture.
I have NO raya mood since I cant be with my kids,coz it will hurt me and I will loose focus of being sane.
Then I'm off , escape from raya...I focus more to my work plans and I m looking forward to Monday..normal working day for me.
Apologies to all my families, I dont go out with you,thats because noone offer me and I know why, with my history background , Kamu Malu jalan with me, udah nasib badan.
So I am still back to survival mode regardless I am married or divorced...young or old....
I stick to my close friends and families to a certain aspect, I can feel and see their grims so might as well go off from them. Why make them feel uncomfortable?
Life goes on, noone there to share my tears...so why bother about what people think of me? They dont make my life "changed".
So no matter what it is in life, its all about respect and sincerity.......I respect my families reputation so I try to be less being seen out with them.
I prefer to be online and communicate. I guess I can be good at that.
Anyway....Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin....